Cinta Sendiri

Kau ungkapkan kepadaku
Kan ada saatnya nanti
Engkau milikku satu

Ku menunggu dalam bimbang
Adakah sungguhnya aku
Kasih yg kau inginkan

Biar aku yg pergi
Bila tak juga pasti
Adakah selama ini
Aku cinta sendiri

Biar aku menepi
Bukan lelah menanti
Namun apalah artinya
Cinta pada bayangan

Pedih aku rasakan
Kenyataannya
Cinta tak harus
Saling memiliki

If This Was a Movie

Dulu... Dulu loh ya :p ada orang yang begitu tulus hadir dalam hatiku. Tepatnya, hatiku dan hidupku. Dulu, sekali lagi.. Dulu loh ya :p ada orang yang benar-benar menghargai aku sebagai 'wanitanya' yang tidak akan dilepasnya. Dulu, sekali lagi hehe. Dulu loh ya :p ada orang yang sangat setia menungguku walaupun beribu tahun lamanya akan ia tempuh. Dulu, nambah satu kali aja. Dulu lohya :p ada orang yang tidak pernah membiarkan aku jatuh. Ia selalu disampingku dan ada ketika aku membutuhkan. Dulu, satu aja deh ya. Dulu loh ya :p ada orang yang benar-benar tidak ingin kehilangan aku loh. Hehehe. Tapi itu dulu. Apa itu cinta ?

"Cinta itu tidak selalu berawal indah dan berakhir indah. Mungkin berawal indah dan berakhir kelam, ataupun sebaliknya. Namun, ketika kita telah terlalu dalam hanyut dalam kenangan yang sulit membuat kita mengakhirinya kita hanya bisa memintanya untuk terus, terus dan terus menjadi milik kita. Walaupun kita tahu, itu tidak akan tulus."

Aku mau share lirik lagu yang lagi gimana gitu di hatiku. Apa deh ya ? :p hahaha.

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I’m still reaching
Even though I know you’re not there

I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinkin’ ’bout everythin’ we’ve been through
Maybe I’ve been goin’ back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
‘Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you’re sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you’d be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing
‘Cause nothing like this ever happened to them

Now, I’m pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
“Nothing’s gonna change, not for me and you ”
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
‘Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you’re sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you’d be here by now

If you’re out there, if you’re somewhere, if you’re moving on
I’ve be waiting for you ever since you’ve been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door

And I say come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it’s not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I’d take it all back now

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside
‘Til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you’d be here by now

You’d be here by now
It’s not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending?
Oh, I thought you’d be here by now

That you’d be here by now

If This Was a Movie - Taylor Swift

Jar of Heart

Aku mau share lirik lagu yang sekarang lagi ada di urutan kelima playlist MP3 Playerku. Jar of Heart by Christina Perri. Gak tau kenapa ini lagi 'cocok' sama aku. Lagu ini memberi pelajar tentang betapa berharganya cinta itu.

"Intinya, jangan sia-siain cinta yang sudah kita miliki sekarang apapun alasannya. Cinta yang tulus mungkin tidak akan datang dua kali. Mungkin cinta yang telah kita tinggalkan tidak akan memberi kita kesempatan kedua di hari kelak" ~EfraQuotes

I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?